Jan. 27th, 2004


Jan. 27th, 2004 08:05 pm
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Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. Her eighteenth. So happy bday to her in advance. I'm going to give her a call tomorrow, but knowing her she'll be out with her friends.

Class was cancelled from 2:45 and on. Am a little disappointed because I wanted to be able to discuss the Zefferrelli movie, but that can really wait. At least the homework load was light because of the lack of classes.

Unsure how to deal with roommate at the moment. I think I annoyed her earlier with my "it's possible something happened to the truck" comment earlier when we discussed the fact that her package came in such poor condition. Honestly, it was just a suggestion. I really don't know how it happened, and I'd be pretty angry either way if it was me. I agree with her though, I am not a fan of our postal office. I have come up to get my own packages many times and they've not been particularly quick about getting them for me, so I don't have much respect for them. However, I've tried all I can think of doing to deal with her joking. I've laughed it off, I've smiled, I've ignored it, and I've tried to show her how hurt she's making me feel. So what I'm supposed to do at this point is beyond me. Maybe I'm just supersensitive anyway. I'm really worn out and still feel sort of icky. I'm clearing out to give myself some room to cool down and try to relax - and think.

Besides, my roomie really is a good person. She's funny and loyal and kind, and SMART whether she sees that or not.

I just wasn't brought up thinking that fart jokes were funny. Southpark is amusing at first, but really it's just not my thing. I do haave a sense of humor, but it's not one that is obvious to most people.

I am really trying to be good. I want everyone to be ok with me. But I feel more and more unsure of myself. I'm keeping more quiet nowadays and I don't think I'm as happy as I used to be. Is there any way for me to make sure I don't annoy anyone and still be me?

I don't want pity. I don't want people feeling bad on my account. This journal is not for anyone but myself to give words to the thoughts running in my head so I can make myself better because of it.

In other news, yours truly might actually be heading towards a blind date. I joined a friend and her boyfriend for brunch on Sunday and apparently her boyfriend wants to try and set me up with his brother, who is a history major in Lynchburg College. Who knows? I may luck out.

News Again

Jan. 27th, 2004 11:21 pm
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Quote of the day:

"Stop whining"

Candidate Dean to Candidate Kerry regarding Kerry's complaints regarding the recent criticism against him. Amen Dean. Granted, everyone should take his advice sometimes (myself included). But how funny is it that Dean said this? I'm amused.

In other news:

Apparently KFC's having to take off some of their chicken menu items in Asia because of the bird flu epidemic there. They're planning on serving fish for a while there. Amusing. So what are they planning to call their restarurant? KFF (Kentucky Fried FISH?).

Things that make you go hmmmm.


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